Missing you

My big brother, my only brother, my only sibling,
would have been 64 today.
We lost him in 1995 and we miss him every moment,
of every day.

Edited to add: I tried to post this video on the 8th, my brother's birthday, but I couldn't get the video loaded. I guess it was too large to just upload. ARGH! I finally figured out that I needed a You Tube account. Not a whiz at this techno stuff over here. (I haven't a clue why other people's videos are referenced on my video at the end? Help! ) I found some old home movies last year and this is part of one. It is from my third birthday and my brother is teasing me, as always. It cracks me up and brings a tear to see him twirling my curl on top of my head and mugging for the camera. (the woman at the end of the video is our next door neighbor and you can also get a glimpse of our cocker spaniel for the blink of an eye) You may be wondering along with me, why is my cake first, next to a shrub and vine (hey! the same ones picturedin the first photo) and then, next to a fence?! My mother, simply put was not Martha but rather, her polar opposite.